I am normally cool, calm and collected when I talk to people, except for this certain guy. He is plain, not that tall, a bit shy and not my ideal type of guy at all, he was a total opposite. But whenever we talk, I am sure to myself that it is no ordinary feeling; it is strange, different, blissful, and more (all at the same time). Whenever I see this guy, I may look so calm and tranquil on the outside but deep inside, my heart is stamping like the horses running in a race track and even get this mood when you are nervous which other people call as butterflies in my stomach. But after a long repartee, my panicky disposition fades away and then I would feel comfortable and even safe. I barely know him (or maybe I know him well) but it feels like I have known him for too long. If we talk, I always wish that it would last longer because his tone is so comforting, not for the reason of his voice because actually he sounds gay. There was even one time when he was the only one talking while I kept my mouth zipped and just listened to his reassuring say. There is just something in him that is addictive. His voice was a drug, a good drug.
1. We lose them because it’s meant to happen - There are things that happen because of God’s will. Maybe it’s not your time or maybe it’s not really for you. God has a purpose so don’t feel bad. God knows what will make us even feel better. He knows what’s best for us. So if you feel that there are no chances anymore, learn to let go because there’s still hope.
2. And we lose them because we let it happen - These are the things that we never fight for, tired of fighting for and afraid to fight for. Things that we just took for granted and when we already lose it, we regret; look for it and the time you started to know its worth. Fight for it. But always remember your limitations. You never know when it’s time for them to go. Because things are just not permanent here on Earth.